You are here...why?

...and I asked him, "why are you here if I am useless?"

..."because I love you."

Caught

I caught him in a lie.

His words..."you know you can trust me"

I thought we were past the games.

I thought he understood where I am coming from.

I thought HE trusted me...

No matter the situation.

No matter what lines are drawn.

It still hurts the same in end.

You

Main Character Vs Side Kick

I was having dinner with a friend the other day. He and his wife are at a fork in the road and its not looking good.

Something he said to me that night has my mind spinning.

He said... "Sometimes the Main Character in your story was only meant to be the Side Kick."

So what does that mean for the Side Kick?

Sleep Deprived

Some potentially life disrupting news has come about (again...for sure).

1 am...2 am...3 am... 4 am...

He has kept me up with with his paranoia, anxiety...depression... 

2 weeks now...maybe more?

We knew this was coming... I requested action 5 years ago...

But he thought there was time...

I cannot survive on this much sleep (or lack of it).

He's spiraling... I'm trying to prevent it...

I don't know...  I don't know if we are going to survive this...

I need him to trust the process...

I need him to...

I...D...K...

S...O...S...