Ugh!

I hate how you make me feel!

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

This quote is based on Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson

Boundaries? Are they really good?

I had another interesting conversation with a friend tonight. He's been a good friend, a great conversationalist, an outlet for my sanity, and a protector.

Tonight I've seen another side of him... one that I never thought I would. The very thought of it sends shivers down my body. Dare I be creative with my memories? After all... it's just a memory. Is it wrong that even tho the envelope was pushed, I want to push back? I know my limits, and I won't break trusts. I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy what I saw though lol. My dreams are calling me. Will they be filled with images of tonight? After all, they are just a memory....I love my husband and I wont keep this from him.  He trusts me.

Lost and Now Found?

I can't believe I still remember how to log in here... much less my user name. Its been so long since I've had the urge to write out my thoughts.

I remember somewhere, someone once said, "I pesonally think we created language for our deep inner thoughts to complain." I do not know who it was, just after getting this urge to put my thoughts down, I too hear my inner thoughts...but who is that voice? Is it me? Is it real? If it exists could I capture it on camera? That voice...it just might be mine, or is it yours?

Photography has been my new outlet. I do not do much, but I am enjoying seeing my reality from a different point of view.

Blog Transfers...

I had to transfer my old blog over to here.  Not that I had much to transfer over... but none-the-less... here it comes!

What a pain in the ass!