Night and Day

It's true...it is possible to be married and feel like the loneliest person in the world.

I hate coming to bed with you. 

I hate crying myself to sleep at night.

This is the place I feel the loneliest.

This is the place I feel the most negativity.

This is the place that I feel is the start of an ending.

What's sad is this is also the place where a new start is going to happen.

I long for that physical connection.

...that emotional connection.

...that intimate connection.

I long for his touch.

...for his warmth.

...for his desire.

I love waking up with you.

In the daylight is where you make me feel needed.

...I feel somewhat important.

...I feel as if I exist.

Daylight...