As I sit through my haze of depression and self pity....I wonder WTF?! It's been a trying last few months to say the least, but I'm making strides. I feel overworked, over stressed, under paid, under appreciated, angry, confused, cheated, unloved, unwanted, grateful, determined, willing, inspired, strong, oh and overworked and under appreciated...hmm think I said that already...damn. Did I mention conufused??
I miss "me" stuff and have been trying to find it again. Actually I miss "us" stuff but sometimes I think he doesn't want it so I back off. I don't know where he is half the time...his body is here on the couch but spiritually he is elsewhere. I just don't know if he really wants to be here. Perhaps I am the stupid one for thinking we could fix things. He ensures me that he does...
Dazed and confused...
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