Just once, I want someone to fight for me as I fought for you. I gave you my heart. You played me for a fool. You manipulated my emotions. You played my weaknesses. You controlled me.
I'm done. I can't do it anymore. I'm not your puppet.
I could not sleep last night. I woke up almost every hour. I went to work as a zombie with my brain unable to focus on anything other than wondering if you were dead or if you were laughing at me. (Ha! Zombies have brains? UGH) I did call the cops. And now you text me that you took the day off and went to Disneyland with your cousin. WTF?? I feel like a god damn fool. Again. for the 4th or 5th time now. I wont let you reel me back in. I can't handle your bipolar mood swings. I wont let you lay that responsibility on me again.
I'm tired of feeling guilty. I'm tired of feeling like a horrible friend. I'm tired. I can't do it anymore.
...and now...its time I do whats best for me...
Sincerely,
The Sucker
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